everyone always seems to be searching for their next step, on the look out for what will make them feel more fulfilled. I think that's kind of the most amazing and yet potentially detrimental part of the human spirit. if we always want more will we ever reach satisfaction? is satisfaction even actually attainable due to it's ever changing definition within our own lives self-made guidelines?
I'm an ideas person, however I have a hard time acting upon said ideas and bringing them to fruition. it's almost as if I know that no matter what I do, It will only be enough for so long, so why do anything? it's not that I'm unmotivated, but I've just realized that satisfaction once it's reached, im no longer satisfied with what I once would have been. so rather than focus on chasing unattainable, ever-changing satisfaction, I'd rather just focus on my day to day happiness.
some would say that happiness goes hand in hand with satisfaction, but I would disagree. even on our worst days, when all is wrong in our world, at some point someone or something got you to smile, or better yet laugh. and however brief or minuscule that moment may have been, you experienced happiness.
so for now I'm taking things day to day and living for those happy moments. I'm lucky to have a lot of them each and everyday thanks to the amazing people in my life.
I guess you could say I've been dancing in the rain the past few days.
meow! xo
floral jumpsuit - forever21
black fringe boots - punk rock flea market in Philly
concho belt - Qmart
cap sleeve denim jacket - urban outfitters (sale!)
